I believe even lovers are easy to let go off. To a certain extent, you can even let go of family. How about friends? Friends that have been with you for three years. Friends that you have so many memories and photos with. Friends that promised that they will never leave you or vice versa.
How do you let go of them? How do you see them change to someone else that don't even relate to you no more. Do you just have to suck it in and say this are the realities of life or do we have to try and win them back. It's sad... The famous phrase 'no man is an island' seems to rather sink in here. I mean like who wants to be without friends. Friends who wanna fight with you, fight for you, cry with you, listen to you, behave like you, die for you.... I believe these are the things that I'm still struggling to let go off when I have too... Pity they never understood that nobody lives to the age of 80 without no friends. When I say friends; I mean true friends and not fair weathered ones. I find that as we grow older, the harder it is to distinguish between both and find true ones. Sighhh..
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Loneliness
Life is somewhat an unbalanced line between fate and free will. While some others choose to live, others choose to die. I had a good friend.. His name was Jegan. Have been friends with him since I was in Form Four. He just passed away this year. Apparently he took his own life.
He was a normal person just like you and me, graduated, worked and had a good position in a company and most importantly was the best friend anyone could ever have. He would give you the most rational practical solutions to whatever problems I had from girl problems to getting rid of stress.
It is ridiculous to think that he was found with a rare sort of psychosis last year that manifested fully early this year and took his life.
I thought maybe I would have my best friend chillin with me once I get back home after finishing my final year in uni but fate had it otherwise. All those times I didn't call him, took him for granted, fills me with absolute regret. You keep on thinking what if; only to be slapped across the face with the harsh cruel reality, he's gone.... and you ain't never gonna see him again.
He was a normal person just like you and me, graduated, worked and had a good position in a company and most importantly was the best friend anyone could ever have. He would give you the most rational practical solutions to whatever problems I had from girl problems to getting rid of stress.
It is ridiculous to think that he was found with a rare sort of psychosis last year that manifested fully early this year and took his life.
I thought maybe I would have my best friend chillin with me once I get back home after finishing my final year in uni but fate had it otherwise. All those times I didn't call him, took him for granted, fills me with absolute regret. You keep on thinking what if; only to be slapped across the face with the harsh cruel reality, he's gone.... and you ain't never gonna see him again.
Saturday, September 25, 2004
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