Love is a fucking drama!!!

My love is a fucking charade,
Where she gets to parade,
Why do I want to be with her,
Only to loath the moments after,
Why do I trust her,
When she continuosly breaks that trust,
Why am I still sane,
When she's driving me insane,
Why does she make me want her,
Only to show she hates me,
Why do I believe in her,
Only to be lied to,
Why does she hold on to me,
Only to let go of me,
I don't know where I'm getting to,
Because I've lost my centre,
It has always been her concerto,
And now it's just neither.
How do I break free?
When I don't know me...