When I was in university, I never needed to feel intimidated by the thought of anything. But now every morning I'm intimidated by the idea of going to work. To subject myself to mindless worker beelike routine that will ultimately condition myself to be a boring zombie. I think working life is what actually tranforms us to become a full blown boring adult. Absolutely boring... It depresses me to think that we finished preschool, eleven years of school, about 3 years of uni and finally get ourselves all geared up to get saddled on a life full of boring routine mindless uninspiring .......... work. Oh but, there's the good part or so we think.. the end of the month lucky ang pow... hehehhehe
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Kudhi....u dont understand one thing.....like is like handful of oppertunities...its really up to u whether u would want to walk the life with regrets..i too regret that Jegan had taken his life....the only regrets were if only i knew....if only i had paid attention....if only i was in malaysia.....but it happened...and i have to deal with it...and ur boredom is making u think about it....think of it...im not there...and waht do u do? u wake up in the morning.....go to a job u dont like..u get back....somewhere get scolding by parents...or u call ur girlfriend...what has happened to the passionate person i knew......someone who had dreams of selling goats milk out of his coach's van? the person who gave me a whole lot of schemes of making it in life...see what u could do is...1) sit back and let life go by and u would be thinking hey....what happened to that 5 years! what could i have done better and regretting......or 2) u embrace that five years....be it work or sport....or social...u coul.d..learn a new skill..i dunno programming of instance...take up business courses....self study on the internet...get books....go out and make a friend....better yet....smile at a random girl and be confident taht u did....without regrets...the thing to life is to keep ur chin up...and by all ur postings...ur posing a lost person in solitude of woe and boredom....i dont have to be there to hold ur hand and guide ur way....ur mother always tells me this...when u come back...suresh is poof...gone! he walks in the house and tells that he is going to prashants house...hehe..look i know that im not there to guide u nor to be a part of ur everyday life....but u gotta make things work from now on....go do something uve never done....how about running and looking good for instance..or losing that pot belly of urs...or better yet....start having a routing gym and actually get a good bod......these are all methaphorically speaking.....achievements of what u could do....decisions on what u could make out of it....at the end of the day...the vibe u give out to others doesnt come from the outside....its from the inside...if u be confident of what u do....if u look things in the brighter side....man believe u me...u would see a hell of a difference...think of a lightbulb being switched on again...the only diff is....the lightbulb is being run by ur emotional and physical energy....keep those running and u would be a energizer battery waiting to charge....look i know i might have talked a lil too much here...but i think ur directions waning..and its high time that u start looking into things perspectively.....so now get out of ur chair..stop stuffing ur face.....and start doing something !!
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