Anticipation

It's been three months now since I started this job. Along the way I have been side-tracked. Trying hard to get my dream job too fast too early. Next week will be testament to whatever hard work that I've put in for this company. Hopefully it'll all go successfully and not crash land like Apollo 13. Waiting for your the fruits of your labour and at least getting some recognition for it is like waiting for the shit to come out during constipation (sorry for the graphical insight) . You don't whats gonna happen, when it's gonna happen and most probably when yu're least prepared for it. Heehehheheh... Well, I know watcha thinking now..' That's life my friend, you gotta take it as it comes'. Well, let me tell yu this 'It's not as easy as it sounds'.
However, after coming this far, I think I'm finally finding my rudder ( it's the thing that steers the aeroplane, stupid ). And yes, 'I believe I can fly' ( sounds like the soapy R. Kelly shit rite?? ) Well, seriously.. If you wait long enough, work hard and persevere; you will see your opportunity to shine.. Damn, I'm getting too philosophical for my own liking.

Solitude..Hahaha...(or so you think)

Solitude,
A day to contemplate,
Also a day to celebrate,
The life of me.

Boredom,
On this day of solitude,
I find no epiphanies,
No reasons to celebrate,
Still the same ole scenarios,
The life of me.

Goals,
Dreams that reach the skies,
Success comes when dreams materialize,
So, i gotta chase my dreams,
And sink my teeth into,
The life of me,

Zest,
Burning desire to make it happen,
Is it still gonna happen?
Nobody knows until I burst open,
The life of me,

Life,
Box full of hard choices,
Nobody knows the right ones,
Until you've picked some wrong ones.
In the life of you.

Work

When I was in university, I never needed to feel intimidated by the thought of anything. But now every morning I'm intimidated by the idea of going to work. To subject myself to mindless worker beelike routine that will ultimately condition myself to be a boring zombie. I think working life is what actually tranforms us to become a full blown boring adult. Absolutely boring... It depresses me to think that we finished preschool, eleven years of school, about 3 years of uni and finally get ourselves all geared up to get saddled on a life full of boring routine mindless uninspiring .......... work. Oh but, there's the good part or so we think.. the end of the month lucky ang pow... hehehhehe