Love & patience

I know it's been long since I wrote something here... but i think it's high time that I started. So far, life has been just darn fantastic. She has been the gorgeous loving person that I've always will love for the rest of my life. It's just sometimes, I just wanna hug her and kill her at the same time. Hehehe... I'm sure all of you out there has experienced this. Somehow, I find the strength to keep my rage inside and shower her with love instead. I really do love this person you see and although I do not know what is going on with her every second, I know her heart beats for me. Guess what I'm trying to do is just find even more strength by writing this post and learning how to be a better man, lover and soul. Life is all about finding the balance between these different but unified entities. I know that I will find the balance in btw and learn to teach her as well as myself to love a life of unconditional love but I guess that will take some time and not happen like now. Anyway, nice speaking to you again, it feels loads better. Seeya folks...